We measure the light by our phones
alerting us to the revelry in the skies
jet engines rumble
in our heads
passengers shuffle papers between
unable to sleep
preoccupied by an elbow
hanging over the armrest
just a bit too far — even in my head
I’m anxious —
jigsaw puzzle bruises groan in purple
Instead I look to her
radiant bands in her palm
clouds dripping salt water taffy
between our fingers
somewhere a fire
extinguishes ordinary evenings
grape jelly jet fumes
spread over exhausted toast
& us with sticky hands on a black night
creating our own light.
She appeared in my life, brilliant light
I thought an ephemeral dream
beyond my reach or, worse, destined
to disappear over the horizon
but she refused to be a shooting star
and instead burns in the daylight,
gleaming in grooves long in the dark.
The twilight of another year sparkles
with flashes — burning brilliance —
so I cannot leave them behind
as we place one foot into the future.
I pause now, lingering
on the twinkling moments,
savoring the sweet stamped imprints
while my month waters
in anticipation of more to come.
Even the sad, the hurt,
the bulbs I’d replace if I could —
I’ll take them with me. Sometimes
any light is a reminder
that life glimmers between bursts
of radiant light
whether we’re looking or not.
What mystery lives in the black,
those dark corners where light
fears to enter, abandoning
sharp edges for the comfort
of round sides and smooth edges.
The charade may encircle us (eyes
blind the gust of puzzles pointing us
in the wrong direction) binding us
to this place in knots of fear
that only the unrevealed can tie.
I choose to embrace the dark,
the baffling ambivalence that bubbles
when we feel underwater, though
the lake remains half full
whatever lurks beneath.